Friday, January 29, 2010


Mutually we're both there, don't you think so?

It must be that mind games we're playing, no?

There's just too much pride there from the both of us.

No one is watching but we're both the main characters.

The film is still rolling, so I guess we're just going to keep on playing. 

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Monday, January 18, 2010

January Sky

January sky, so dark and gloomy.

glimmering night sky covered by fog and rain.

everything just takes over, even the smallest of the feelings.

what are you thinking? what are you doing?

I long to know and hear your stories.

that sad and gloomy look written on your face,

can I make your sorrows and pain go away?

I'm always here, my heart is always waiting.

you'll always have me, I want you to know.

still here waiting, until I'm no longer called your way.

Friday, January 15, 2010

I'm still here

Dreading of what's to come

drowning in sorrows of sanity.

I'm still here, still keeping my promises.

holding on to reality, not letting it break me.

it's your love and sincerity that gets me every time.

its sweet melody sings to me, in all places... all the time.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

not a drip more...

I walked through the night, mending this broken heart.

traveling through the light, black holes caught me off guard.

everything seems too easy before, the road so perfect and clear.

this untamed feelings is not easy to forget,

you have no right to trample all over it.

the feeling is dead, not a drip more or less.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

the heart remembers

I can see right through you, your eyes are so transparent.

glimmering light shines through them, piercing right to the heart.

I haven't forgotten everything, it's all still plastered in my mind.

 different colors, shapes and sizes...they just come alive.

those things stays with you, they don't just fade away.

The mind wants to forget, but the heart chooses remember.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

emptiness and remorse

Under the night sky, wide awake, not able to sleep.

everything flashes like lightning, and I don't mean sheep!

I lift my eyes up, and look on up to you.

How are you? How is everything with you?

I asked with such emptiness and  remorse.

....weary and weak, I should just keep on looking down.

Questions that are still left unanswered, has become that of a burden.

still waiting, though you know it will happen in your time. 

Thursday, January 7, 2010

just fade away

A new beginning and so I thought.

gloomy or sunny, it's just not enough

till death do us part, as promising as it sounds...

what doesn't come through, just doesn't exist.

the end is nearer, the pain seems to have fade away. 

It's all planned out, nothing is ever as it seems.