don't understand how it all began.
what I feel for you is sincerely the truth.
you've no idea how much it pains me,
seeing you there looking out but not to me.
I wish I was stronger facing you,
i'm lost when i'm with you, falling deeply, no longer in control. Hating myself for it made it even worse. Knowing you don't care, i feel so lost. Why am i being like this? I don't even know...i wish that you'd just get out of my life, maybe that would be better.