over and done with...

 

 

what moves me to tears is something I've caused

what I can't seem to realize now will haunt me in the end

happiness in you is something I can't buy

I wish to be yours, now and forever more.

lead me not to more than what I can bear

it's getting more dark here, I can't seem to see a thing

I'm in it deep, drowning even deeper

though I keep praying, that one day, it will all be over and done with....

your presence

sitting here, longing.
looking up, hoping
it's coming down uncontrollably,
lighting strikes, can't feel a thing now...
in a trance, in denial, is this even possible?
baffled by this ordeal! can't seem to let go
but knowing your love, it was always present from the very beginning!

something that's going to last

It's breaking me down slowly

but I think I'm finding my way back to you

just little small baby step, it's all that matters

never straying from you however always longing

that is how it should be, that was always your request

this is something we shouldn't forget, this is something that's going to last.

..just want to shout it out loud!

Finding words to describe
how this situation came about
which way is right for me
which road will make me whole
do I pray and pray some more,
just how patient can a person be?

how to overcome this sorrow?
lost? I think it's way past due...
not quite sure of what one should do?!

memories

the story of us that's written in my head
faded into reality, nonexistent nevertheless.

there was a story about you and I
in the olden days, in the times when we played.

the future never foretold our fate
though the laughter seems to have it all played out in display.

swaying in motion, singing in liberty,
there was a sense of tranquility

looking pass all the things, it is all just  a memory in my book.

..am here

...take me away to a higher place

justify your presence in my soul

fill the void in my human heart

ears and hands are wide open

more ready than ever

take it all away

am here...

open.

crashed, trampled, and left without a care.

sinking lower and deeper in desperation.

sadness that overwhelms the soul.

silently calling out, seeking, but not really looking.

waiting, hoping, and praying for a deeper meaning.... 

can you hear it now? the feeling is now all out in the open.